Out of Reality

So, um.... 3 hours of sleep? Hasn't happened in a while, but I'm being reminded how much it sucks.

I'm just really worried at the moment, because I feel like I screwed up and I'm losing something really important, and the worst part is that I'm not even sure how.

I don't want to feel so empty inside anymore.

Am putting this here for my benefit since no one will really read it. I'd rather not have my whole friends list know my state of mind right now anyways.

( Cut for blargh and angst. I warned you. )

So... I should remember to start using this thing.

Today is my birthday, and I'm sick. Blargh.

And I saw that the price for permanent accounts went up. Should have taken advantage before.

The real question... Do I invest money into it now before it goes up again?